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♥ Friday, April 30 ♥
juz came back frm sch.
havin acc tuition at 4 later...
den goin fer ballet...

finished an acc mock paper today..
was last yr's mid yr paper..
damn...
scored 58/70..
which is 82%..
but.....
i still dun haf da sense of satisfaction...
not good enough..
i dunno y....
UrGgGg.......

slpt early yest.prolly bout 10.45??
but my dearest little one,*kel* called mi..
kinda like supposed to meet up??
but i told her n *andy* i clnt meet em coz of my examz..
another day den..sorry....

*aj* said she wld call mi when she reached home..
which,accordin to her at 10.30PM..
but as uaual..she will NEVER reach home tt earli..
so i didnt bother to wait fer her cal...
coz i noe she wldnt call mi so earli...
well,she called mi at 2.30am..
but i was slpin..
so too bad...=)
kinda like a expected thing la...
aniwae..i seldom talk to her on da phone.
been quite a few months already la..
but i cant be bothered...
its been a normal thing already...
ah.wadeva...


| iRrItAbLe |

-uNpRedictAbLe gUrL-




left her thoughts ♥ 2:49:00 PM

♥ Thursday, April 29 ♥
been tryin to do chinese..
managed to do like 1/4 of da pile of hwk i haf..
aniwae.
i feel like i qiang yan huan xiao everyday..
puttin up a happy front..

i realli feel miserable...
i dunno how to get rid of this irky feelin...

SaVe me fRoM tHiS mIsErY......


| IrRitAblE moOd |

-FuCkEd uP-




left her thoughts ♥ 9:22:00 PM

♥ ♥
FuCkEd uP lIfE..
FuCkeD uP pPl...

well...my conscious's clear.
i did not spread any rumours alright.
wanna make it clear..

wadeva la....
nv gotten into this spreadin rumours prob before..
coz i'm not guilty alrite...

so dun jump into any couclusions...
talk bout being righteous...
talk bout me lyin...

look into da mirror please...
look at urself...

i shall not care...
say wadeva u wanna say.
deny everythin den...
since u do not haf any conscious either,
talk bout others...
HA!!!....

i'll give no shit....
wan me to say the truth??
alright,i will.
__________________________________________________________

met *aj* after sch....went to buy *nats* pressie...
ate lots of stuff...
she came my house after tt...
right till bout 1.30am..
told her to go home...
i cldnt take it animore..
had an excruciating pain in da stomach..
she insisted my mens was gonna come..
but no....
it'll be comin nxt mth.
did not noe wad was wrong.
after she left...
i slpt......


FuCk Da ShIt..
SonOf AbItCh


| FuMiN |

-dEtEsTS lIaRS-




left her thoughts ♥ 6:05:00 PM

♥ Tuesday, April 27 ♥
cAn i jUz fUcKin slP????
wanna get out of da world of losers....
urgggg....its gettin onto my nerves...
cant take it..
goin bonkers soon....


freaking hell of da bitches...


| FuCkeD uP |

-fEeliN lIkE fUck-




left her thoughts ♥ 6:07:00 PM

♥ ♥
havin free period now..
tryin to do maths..
nxt wk's da start of mid yr...
oh o....
dun wanna fail..

*nats* party's on sat..
i dunno if i shld go..
mon's eng...
arh.........
*sIgHZ*...........

oh my...
after mid yr,gonna be da chinese o..
sharks..

yest nite met *lili*,*bj*,*cal*,*aj* n *da*...
they were waitin at da void deck..
was sum misunderstandin between mi,n sum1 else...
TT person said tt i go around spreadin sum stuff...
crap man...
please alrite.
dun make an ass out of u and me..
ThAt iS ASSUME..
please alright?
if i wanted to spread SUM stuff..
i wld haf said it LONG time ago...
arh...
wadeva..
i'll give no fuck...

say wadeva u want dude.........

after eatin....*aj* n *da* cycled to J8..
hee..i cycled n *aj* was da one standin behind me...
so fun..
but she'S heavy man.......
she came my hosue after tt....
left my house at 3.30am...
sumthing funny happened last nite while she was over at mi house..
i asked her to wear my HElLo kItTy nightgown(used to be my mum's).
its pertty long fer me thou..
n she wore it.....she looked sooo cute...with da kittys everywhere...
haahhaa.....
had lots of fun with her last nite...
i guess last nite made our relationship back to wad it used to be like..
fun n all...
full of laughter....
now tt i realised....
i miss da times so much....
i love u baby..


| iN lOvE agAiN..BUT..FeElIn FuCkeD uP |

-mOoDleSs-




left her thoughts ♥ 11:59:00 AM

♥ Monday, April 26 ♥
today was borin...
slpt during eng lesson,
*rach* slpt too...
arh...a few others too..
eng period's da most un-interestin,dreadful lesson..
for da day tt is....
so tired...
came home n slpt.
wada pig i am..

was readin thru my msg inbox,
re-read wad *aj* sent me last nite,
"hee feel like huggin u real tite....after so many things haf happened,
it made me realise how fragile u can be..baby,i love u"..
awwwww........
it planted a smile on my face.
tinkin of her now....

aniwae...
meetin *lili n joyce*,*bj*,*aj*,*hongda n kaixin*...
n i dunno who else later..
gonna haf supper with them....
gonna pay fer da food i guess...
definitely payin fer *lili n joyce's* taxi fare...
arh...broke..
realli broke....
*sIgHZ*..

i cant live with da bitch around..
such a PITARSE
oh..btw...
PITARSE means PAIN IN THE ARSE.

ah..wadeva fuck do i haf to tolerate her presence???
it erks me like no one's business...

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck....



| wAdEvA bItCh |



-hAtEs yOu-




left her thoughts ♥ 10:34:00 PM

♥ ♥
free period's gonna end soon..
dun feel like studyin...
*siGhZ*..

*aj* came over yest again..
her dad fetched her to my house after her work..
she stayed till 1am again..
but she went out to buy food fer me.
sweet.
thanx babe.

not talkin to my mum,
dun plan to aniwae..
like it this way.
i'd rather be quiet at home like i always do.

oh well...
gonna meet her on wed i guess....
after my art.....


| FuCK tO LiFe.... |

-i hAtE bItcHeS....-




left her thoughts ♥ 11:32:00 AM

♥ Sunday, April 25 ♥
da bitch's out.
i'm alone.
i feel so much happier.
heck...
feels like shit...

weilis smsed mi in da middle of da nite..
she told me she was sad...
i hope she's alright.
put it in da simplest way..

LiFe SuCKs...

last nite,
*aj* asked mi if i still loved her.
or if my feelins fer her faded..
i kept quiet....
the ans is...
Yes,i still do love u...
or else i wldnt be with u fer so long..
as fer da fadin part.
i dunno...i realli do not noe..
but since i still love u juz as much..
i guess no is da ans...

_______________________________________________________

bAbY[05] : i wrote this fer you...i dunno if its even called a poem,
but it tells u juz exactly wad i've always wanted to say to u.



Loving You


After being with u for so long,
It finally dawned on me,
The feelin of love...
My love for u grows stronger everyday,

At the beginnin,
i nv thot i'd fall in love with sum1 like you.
But i was wrong,
For i do love u with all my heart n soul.
And i'm happy to say,
I never regret lovin you.
I wanna be with u,
For as long as time permits.

I wld sacrifice everythin & anythin,
Juz For You....

If i were to be granted with 3 wishes,
Wad wld it be??
Wld i wish for a rich life??
Wld i wish for fame??
Or wld i wish for a everlasting life??

But sad to say...
none of the above wld be my wishes..

Juz as long as i'm with u,
i am satisfied & nothin means this much to me.
I wld ask fer nothin more den to love you,
& being loved in return.

My only wish,
Is to be with you.

There's only one who can fufil my wish...
And the only one,
Is none other den.....
YOU......


-cheryl[24]-



| fAlLiN iN tO eMptIneSs |


-sOrRoWfUl-




left her thoughts ♥ 2:24:00 PM

♥ ♥
din meet *martina* yest..
*aj* came over till bout 1++ am.
mum fucked the shit outta me when *aj* was around..
FuCk YoU biTcH...
she scolded me becoz i had 3 hours of acc.
wad the hell..
i'm tryin to score well...
& she said i was wastin her money..
coz 1 hour cost her $60..
i'm havin acc tuition later again...
n she screamed at me becoz of tt..
i thot she'd be more den happy tt i was eager to learn..
i'm so discouraged....
WAD IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DO U HAF TO BE UNKIND TO ME IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS??
YOU CAN STILL SMILE AT THEM N BE SO NICE TO THEM..
ARE YOU A SUCKER??????
& AFTER SIMLIN AT THEM...
YOU GIVE ME THIS FUCKED UP LOOK!!


i hate you...i hate you..i hate you..i hate you...i hate you....
u make my life so miserable....
FuCk oFF n ROTT SucKeR.........
Fuck mY mum....




| iN a woRlD oF AngEr |

-fuck this shit-




left her thoughts ♥ 10:42:00 AM

♥ Saturday, April 24 ♥
had 3 hours of acc tuition.
funny how i wasnt tired..
not a tiny winy bit...
kept askin her questions..
i'm confident of my acc...
need to get an A1..
asked her to come back tomolo..
goin out soon..
meetin daddy...
he's draggin mi to da chinese doc..
damn....
more packets of bitter medicine's on the way.
-gRoAnZ-
after tt..goin J8 to meet *aj*??
wait fer her to finish work..
den cut hair....
meetin *martina* too....
maybe we go arcade later..
hee...

| nOtHinGlesS |

-eMpTy-




left her thoughts ♥ 1:58:00 PM

♥ ♥
havin acc tuition soon.
went monks yest.
had an intention.
to drink n cry my eyes out..
didnt drink in the end..
didnt feel like drinkin.
cried thou.
tried chasin away my sorrows..
but i failed..
fuCkEd uP life of mIne...
*aj* came down fer awhile.
but i told her to go home.
she hadta go to work at 8.
juz had nothin to talk to her about.
din wanna tell her how i was feelin.
didnt noe how to put it.
my words juz disappeared at the sight of her.
coz her presence melts my heart.
at all times.....
whenever i see her..
i always had this urge to run to her....
& tell her tt i love her a hundred billion times.
but i juz cldnt..
there's somethin missin..
but i dunno wad..
i feel miserable..
all becoz of my ignorance.
but my actions saddened her.
wad can i do?i dunno how to react.
with this fragile heart....
i dun wanna break it....
its been broken many times before...
i shall be tt way.
until the missin part is found....
________________________________________________________

there's sumone...who's playin with my heart..
or rather...who played with my heart..
i fell fer her..
she told me she likes mi..
rubbish...
but.....she means nothin to me..
*aj* means much much more...
she was there yest...
din realli wanna talk to her..
but she kept askin mi y i din wanna talk to her..
so in the end...i did..
her ex came too...
wadeva dude...

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

saw *beeti & anna*,*welis*,*xiao xin*,*bj*..
arh..the usual ppl....
was talkin to *beeti* n all..
crazy *beeti*..realli had nothin to do..
pinched mi.....
-cRiEs oUt iN pAin-
i've gotta blue-black on my arm...
*sOb*......
very round summore..
her skill of pinchin...powerful..
didnt enjoy myself one bit.....
after monks..
*bj*,*cal*,*kian n serene*..blah blah..
went golden cafe to eat..
i ate too...
slacked abit..
after tt...*bj & cal*n me went home together...
maybe meetin *martina* later..
muz see first..
i shall take my leave....
as my presence..
cannot be tolerated...


| sAdDeNeD |

-uSeLeSs gUrL-




left her thoughts ♥ 10:59:00 AM

♥ Friday, April 23 ♥
juz came home,
goin fer ballet soon..
hafnt been attendin lessons..
oh no...
went to da science centre juz now.
borin....realli borin...
after tt daddy fetched mi home..
so sianz.....


| bOrEd |

-StOnIn-




left her thoughts ♥ 5:43:00 PM

♥ Thursday, April 22 ♥
juz had tuition.
had three & a half hours of chinese...
was dozing off.....
aniwae...
realli tired today..
went MOS last nite..
went with *fox*,*lili n her cousin*.
met *cheryl yeo*,*dp*,*daryl ng*,*cal n ann* there.
drank like 1 jug of whisky n coke..
plus..another drink i do not noe.
ladies nite..freeflow..
nothin happened la..
puked a little..
but i went home earli..
*aj* went to MOS to send me home...
it was after her work..bout 1plus am?
i spent like....$70 plus ..
paid fer all the taxi fares..
paid fer *foX* entry..paid fer a jug..
paid fer da trip home too.
sent *fox*,*cal*,*lili n cousin* home...
whoa....realli no more money..
*aj* came over to my house..
she left at bout 4.30??
told her to go home.
i needed to slp.
aniwae..
i guess....
things between mi n *aj* are gettin better..
guess its time i shld talk to her?
i dunno..
been "avoidin" her..
din realli haf da mood to talk to her lately.
no reason y.
i haf no idea..
coz my life was pretty fucked up.
or rather..i was feelin tt way..
its gettin better..
Maybe...
*sHruGZ*.


| pLaIn N sImpLe |

-mOoDleSs-




left her thoughts ♥ 5:45:00 PM

♥ Wednesday, April 21 ♥
in sch.
cheryl's sittin beside me askin me to go MOS tonite..
wonderin if i shld go...
maybe i shldnt.....arh..
cheryl's complainin like crazy..
she's whinin....
all becoz..da air con's too cold..
-bleah-
*aj* workin till 1am.
wanna send her home..shld i?..
i dunno...
see first....
arh...
bored...
everythin sucks....
FUCK...

| fUcKeD up aTTiTuDe |

-fuCk oFf-




left her thoughts ♥ 10:50:00 AM

♥ Tuesday, April 20 ♥
today's our 6th month.
how fast time flies..
din meet her today.
met up with her last nite..
bought her a box of choc..
i tink its pretty pathetic to give her a box..
especially if its for our anni..
but its da thot tt counts..
i really haf no time.
had s.s n maths test today...
fucked da shit up..
social studies...
wrote 2 pages fer da 1st question..
at the last 5 min...
i started da 2nd question..
so.i cldnt finish..damn it!
maths...
total rubbish...
fuck it....
wads wrong with mi??
why do i keep givin shoddy work???
I CHAFED AT MY WORK !!!!!!!
URGGGGGG........
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.....
i cant go on like tt rite???..
i cant afford to founder...
i need to get back on track..

I HAF TOO....
i haf no time...
i dun even haf time fer her...
i haf so much work...
piles of hmwk waitin to be done...
i'm foreordained...
FREAK!!!!!!....
malformation..aberration, anomaly, chimera
curiosity, geek,miscreation, monstrosity
....
BitCH!!!!!!...........


| fEeLiN hArRoWeD |


-dIscOmbObuLaTeD-




left her thoughts ♥ 9:45:00 PM

♥ Monday, April 19 ♥
in sch now.
tired..
studied my chinese from 8pm at 12am.
fuck my mum.
tumultuous....
she has a realli big problem with me.
studied till late n she screamed.
she used to say others wake up early n studied till late at nite.
now i'm studyin & she screamed her fuckin head off..
she hit me too.......
wad fuck is this???
the least she cld haf done was to enhearten me rite???
i do not need her elucidation.....
wadeva..blood of a bitch..
kiss my ass
nothin i do seems right to her..
FINE DEN!!!!!.....CONTEMN ME, DESPISE ME ALL YOU WANT...
smart ass..supercilious freak...
GET LOST!!!!!!!!!!!........
fuck everythin...fuck the world



| hAtEfUl |

-aNatHeMaTiZe eVeRytHiNg-




left her thoughts ♥ 12:32:00 PM

♥ Sunday, April 18 ♥
realised i've screwed my life real badly.
fuck you bitch.
no one to be blamed.
its me,myself & I..
wad the fuck..
i cant even salvage wad i screwed before..
everythin juz came to a standstill..
or sum even got worse..
wad's wrong with me???
cant i do things da right way?
or do i haf a mother fuckin problem with everythin?
get da bitch outta me please..
i hate it..
hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it...
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck...
shudup cheryl....
you suck,and tts final...
sonofabitch...

| eXtremElY hAtefUl |

-hAtEs evErYtHin-




left her thoughts ♥ 1:48:00 PM

♥ ♥
i'm tinkin of u...
i miss u so much...
but...
things will still remain da same..
i can do nothin..
i'll juz sit n wait...
for this feelin to fade away...


| sAd |

-mIsSiN u bAdlY-
_____________________________________________________


EvErYdAY....

What to say Lord it's
You who gave me life and I
Can't explain just how
Much You mean to me now
that You have saved me Lord
I give all that I am to You
That everyday I could
Be a light that shines Your name

Everyday Lord I'll
Learn to stand upon Your word
And I pray that I
I might come to know You more
That You would guide me
In every single step I take and
everyday I can
Be Your light unto the world

Everyday, It's You I'll live for
Everyday, I'll follow after You
Everyday, I'll walk with You my Lord

It's You I live for everyday
It's You I live for everyday
It's You I live for everyday


-i lOve yOu lOrd-




left her thoughts ♥ 10:59:00 AM

♥ ♥
woke up at 10.
mum screamed da hell outta me.
missed SpOngE bOb SquAre pAntS...
daMn....
had little slp last nite...
*sean n huis* came over my house last nite..
arrived at bour 11pm??..
we talked n talked...
ended up fallin aslp...
woke dem up at 4am to go home..
wel..i've received a reminder bout an outstandin bill...
y?....thot *aj* told me confidently tt she paid everythin??.
i gave her money wad.....so wads happenin now??
*sHrUgZ*..i realli dunno..
cant call her..house phone engaged..
she doesnt haf a hp..so how?
*sIgHZ*...
oh well...i shall wait den.
but i will definitely ask her...


HeYyA


1, 2, 3, go!

My baby don't mess around
Because she loves me so
And this I know for sure (Uh!)
But does she really wanna
But can't stand to see me walk out the door
Don't try to fight the feeling
'Cause the thought alone
Is killing me right now (Uh!)
Thank God for Mom and Dad
For sticking two together
'Cause we don't know how


CHORUS
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya


You think you've got it
Oh, you think you've got it
But got it just don't get it
Til theres's nothing at all (Ah!)
We get together
Oh, we get together
But separate's always better
When there's feelings involved (Oh!)
If what they say is nothing is forever,
Then what makes
Then what makes
Then what makes
Then what makes
Then what makes (What makes? What makes?)
Love the exception?
So why oh, why oh
Why oh, why oh, why oh
Are we so in denial
When we know we're not happy here?


Ya'll don't want to hear me
You just want to dance
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya


Oh oh!
Oh oh!
Don't want to meet your daddy (Oh oh!)
Just want you in my Caddy (Oh oh! Oh oh!)
Don't want to meet your momma (Oh oh!)
Just want to make you come-a (Oh oh!)
I'm (Oh oh!)
I'm (Oh oh!)
I'm just being honest (Oh oh!)
I'm just being honest


Hey! Alright now!
Alright now, fellas! (Yeah!)
Now what's cooler than being cool? (Ice cold!)
I can't hear ya!
I say what's, what's cooler than being cool? (Ice cold!)
Alright! (15x)


Okay now, ladies! (Yeah!)
Now we gon' break this thing down in just a few seconds
Now don't have me break this thing down for nothin!
Now I wanna see ya'll on ya'll baddest behavior!
Lend me some sugar!
I am your neighbor!
Ah! Here we go! Uh!

Shake it, sh-shake it (Oh oh!)
Shake it, sh-shake it
Shake it, sh-shake it
Shake it, shake it
Sh-shake it (Oh oh!)
Shake it like a polaroid picture
Shake it, sh-shake it (Hey ya!)
Shake it, sh-shake it
Shake it, shake it
Shake it, sh-shake it (Shake it sugar!)
Shake it like a polaroid picture


(Shake it, sh-shake it
Shake it, sh-shake it
Shake it, sh-shake it
Shake it, shake it
Sh-shake it
Shake it like a polaroid picture
Shake it, sh-shake it
Shake it, sh-shake it
Shake it, shake it
Shake it, sh-shake it
Shake it like a polaroid picture)


Now all Beyonce's and Lucy Lui's and baby dolls
Get on the floor
Get on the floor
You know what to do
You know what to do
You know what to do


Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya....





| dOubTfUl |

-tHiNkiN oF U-




left her thoughts ♥ 10:49:00 AM

♥ Saturday, April 17 ♥
in couzzie house now..
its been a long time since i last came here...like Jan??....
whoa....everyone's askin mi to come more often....
i miss my couzzie..lots of catchin up to do...
aniwae..juz had dinner..i'm like soooo full.
lots of food...
*gApZ*....oh no..
dun tell mi i'm gonna put on weight???
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooo....
cannot......muz exercise...heee
missin sum1....

| sTomAcH bLoaTeD |

-fLoaTiN awAy-




left her thoughts ♥ 8:06:00 PM

♥ ♥
went monks...with *aj*,*da n kaixin*...
met tt guy n returned his phone.
quite a ok nite i guess..
*aj* went to east coast halfway....
came back at 2.45......
i take my hat off man...
runnin to places in da nite...
aniwae.after monks,
*win*,*pui n lex*,*aj* went to haf supper.
left golden cafe to *lex* house...
bathe there n left at bout 6...
*aj sent mi home..
she came at 11am today...smart gurl....
supposed to start work at 2pm...
n she went to work thinkin tt it was at 11...
hahaha...she's realli blur...
aniwae..she cant meet me today...
gonna go my grandma house..
tataz..

|bOrEd|
-sLackIn-




left her thoughts ♥ 6:29:00 PM

♥ Friday, April 16 ♥
had acc tuition..loved it...
aniwae.met *aj*,*kaixin n da* yest..at marine parade..
left da house bout 11pm...
waited fer da WOLS(spell it backwards) bus fer 1/2 hour.
wasted my time..well.....found a 7250i phone in da bus..
this malay guy left it on da seat..so i took it...
waited n waited fer sum1 to call...
he did......
gonna meet up with him later to return da phone to him.
lucky guy...he didnt loose his phone..
goin monks with *aj* later i guess.
aniwae.we all went east coast park..
ate at mac..n i guess we were all childhood deprived..
played catchin at the kids playground..haha...ran up n down..ahaha
den we went to da beach...
*sObS*..no shootin star...
remembered 1 nite....
was with *aj*...sittin at da rocks..n.
I SAW A SHOOTIN STAR!!!!!!!!!!
so romantic..haha....we played sum stuff lor....
went home at 3....had to wake up at 6....
not goin fer ballet..too lazy.....
aniwae...I LOST 2 KG!!!!!..JIAN FEI CHEN GONG!!!!!!
YEAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........

| dElIgHtED |

-VeRy vErY sAtiSfiEd -




left her thoughts ♥ 6:31:00 PM

♥ Thursday, April 15 ♥
DoNt WaNnA tHiNk abouT yOu....


Can you leave me here alone now
I don't want to hear you say that you know me
that I should be always doing what you say
'cause I'm trying to get through today
and there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
don't wanna figure this uot
don't wanna think about you
or think about nothing
don't wanna talk this one out
won't let you bring me down

'cause i know
don't wanna think about you
don't wanna think about you

Can I wake up here tomorrow
things will never be the same
'cause I won't wait
'cause you won't change
and you'll always be this way
now I'm gunna get through today
and there's one thing I know

Don't wanna think about you
or think about me
don't wanna figure this out
don't wanna think about you
or think about nothing
don't wanna talk this one out

this time
won't let you bring me down
won't let you shut me out
this time I know
don't wanna think about you

run away, run away
im running as fast as i can
run away, run away
i'll never come back again
run away

don't wanna think about you
or think about me
don't wanna figure this out
think about me
don't wanna talk this one out


| nOT tHinkiN bouT U.. |




left her thoughts ♥ 6:13:00 PM

♥ ♥
juz finished tuition...
almost panicked in sch today..
i'm scared...
examz r around da corner..
i hafnt touch anithin yet..i've got loads to study...
die...
had ting xie today...
didnt study.....so..its comfirmed....
the fate of my results....
cant even fail...i'll do worse den tt..
haf to spend less time on the comp..
do somethin more productive..
*aj* came over yest.....
was quite ok.
aniwe...i had a little jammin session today..
was playin the guitar n drumz..
coz *bertrum* wasnt there to play da drumz..
since there were two guitarist...plus mi la..
in the end..i played the drumz...
pretty nice session...lookin forward fer more...


I miSs U.....lOtS....wanna see u soon...


wo ai ni hen jiu .......


Qing Tian


Gu shi de xiao huang hua
Cong chu sheng na nian jiu piao zhe
Tong nian de dang qiu qian
Sui ji yi yi zhi huang dao xian zai

Ruay sou sou si dou si
La sou la si si si si la si la sou

Chui zhe qian zou wang zhe tian kong wo xiang qi hua ban shi zhe diao luo

Wei ni qiao ke de na yi tian
Hua luo de na yi tian
Jiao shi de na yi jian
Wo zen me kan bu jian
Xiao shi de xia yu tian
Wo hao xiang zai lin yi bian
Mei xiang dao shi qu de yong qi wo hai liu zhe
Hao xiang zai wen yi bian
Ni hui deng dai hai shi li kai

Gua feng zhe tian
Wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou
Dan pian pian
Yu jian jian
Da dao wo kan ni bu jian
Hai yao duo jiu
Wo cai neng zai ni shen bian
Deng dai fang qing de na tian
Ye xu wo hui bi jiao hao yi dian
Cong qian cong qian
You ge ren ai ni hen jiu
Dan pian pian
Feng jian jian
Ba ju li chui de hao yuan
Hao bu rong yi
You neng zai duo ai yi tian
Dan gu shi de zui hou ni hao xiang hai shi shuo liao bai bai



| mIsSiN sUm1 |

-gUrL iN loVe???-




left her thoughts ♥ 6:01:00 PM

♥ Wednesday, April 14 ♥
in sch.havin free period agian...
meetin *aj* later..sch finishin at 3.30..
first time..i can leave sch so earli..
I mIsS U.........U nOe????


|mIsSiN Sum1|

-hApPy gUrL-




left her thoughts ♥ 11:30:00 AM

♥ Tuesday, April 13 ♥
home.dunno where's *aj*...
dun worry,she'll appear.
if she disappears.goOd lucK!!
our 6th month ani's comin.
am i excited?
i tink i shld be...*sHrUgZ*
dun even noe if i can step out of da damn house.
maybe i shant.shall study.
sorry...
but i'll get u somethin..i'll try.
miss all my friends....
*cLaY*,*kAnE n dEb*,*sEaN*,*kriS*,*cHeRyL*,*mel*,*yAnG*
*BeNjI*,*js*,*viv*....blah blah blah...
oh nO....
in less den 1 mth's time,iTs goNnA bE dA mId Yr eXaMZ!!!
-DrEaDZ-
n less den 2 mths time...its the cheena os...
-tOpPlEs-
HeLP!!!!..i needta study...
DeScIpLiNe uRsElF gurL...
i gotta...
or else.
i'll be dead meat...
tArgEts : -A1 fer acc...
-aT leAst A2 fer bio n chem
-chinese....HoPe i'll pAsS..
-english....I neeD tO pAsS.i'll b able to aniwae..
-mathS....I nEED tO paSS
-art.....A1 is........Impossible.
-hIsT..hope to pass
-S.S.....hope to pass
....arrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhh............
how to sit fer examz if its this way??....


| PaNicKiN |

- hOpEfUl -




left her thoughts ♥ 7:14:00 PM

♥ ♥
free lesson again...feelin giddy juz now...
its on n off..pretty unforseeable.
daddy came to sch juz now.gave me my chinese medi..
SaVe mE fRom tHiS MaRtYRDoM!!...
i still haf to drink it no matter how much i bemoan,oUtcry..
*aj* came over yest...bout 7pm??...
daddy sent me n *aj* to the doc after we all had dinner.
waited fer ages..for 2 patients...REALLI LONG..
my hair almost turned white..*aj* was pretty bored..
SoRrY!!!....
doc said somethin in my nervous system went kaput,shambolic..
inequitable & off-balance he said..n if i move my head too much.
i'd feel giddy.
DaMn....hate it..its perturbing..such testiness i cannot condone.
cant do anithin.uRgGg..
hope it'll recede....
*aj* called mi like 10 times??..i was slpin..
woke up this mornin feelin giddy.she called again.
she was in hospital...asthma attack.hope she's fine..
remember last time,i rushed down to katong.
she was havin attack too...was worried..
told her notta smoke so much but she wldnt listen.
she's so bull-headed...
well,guess her ignorance & pertinacious pays off..
but she doesnt learn her lessons..wad to do??
she used to be a salutary gurl,full of energy n all..
guess its due to detrimental ascendancy(bad influence)...
i do hope she'll bewail & change for the better.
shant say more...she can onli be helped if she helps herself..
i'm pretty dIsPiRiTeD by her actions...

| DeSolAtE |

-feElIn DoLoRiFeRoUs-




left her thoughts ♥ 12:30:00 PM

♥ Monday, April 12 ♥
GoT mY aCc test back...DAMN tHe ShiT!!!!!..i got 72%...
ITS AN A2!!!!!!!!!! FREAK!!!!!....wheres my A1????????
*cRiEs*...
my teacher send me to dunno wad accounts competition...arh..
I CANT!!!....MY ACCOUNTS SUCKS!!!!......
*FoLdS aRmS n PoUtS*....
home now.wonder when *aj's* gonna come.
she said she'd come my house..
sorted things out with her mama.
n her mama told mi i cld go her house on sundays.
they will fetch me home.....but i dunno if i'd go..
see if i'm free...i'll decide den..
after my chi os i guess.
bored...excruciating pain of the head caused my giddiness....
-heAD iS sPiNnInG-
gonna see the doc later.

well..some things arent simple
but simplicity is beauty.....
complicity is sometimes controversial...
aniwae..i cant stand sum arrogant freaks...
they're so condesending....
we shall haf the last laugh....

|fElLiN GiDdY aGaIn|

-mY wRoLd SpInS liKe A tOp boY...-




left her thoughts ♥ 7:00:00 PM

♥ ♥
in sch now.havin free period..
*aj* came over my house at 12.30am..
stayed fer 15 mins n her mum came to look fer her...
she left.was feelin giddy again..so i fell asleep...
arh..i'm feelin giddy even now.....arh..hate it..
wish it wld go away.save me from this agony please...
hope to see her soon.maybe today??i hope so...


| fEeLiN gIdDy|

-mY wOrlD iS SpInNiN-




left her thoughts ♥ 11:15:00 AM

♥ Sunday, April 11 ♥
my mama made mi drink the blardy bitter chinese medicine..
she dragged mi to see da chinese doctor...coz i've got realli sensitive nose..
the doc brewed like 20 packs of chinese med fer mi 2 drink 2 times a day..
told my mama i like it....*YuCK*.........its sooooooooo bitter.cant stand drinkin it.
did abit of chinese today...but most of da time i was slackin.so lethargic....
i'm fat.i needta work out..stopped doin my 150 sit-ups a dayi dunno y..
too lazy to do it again...cant carry on like this when i wanna loose weight...
but...i did somethin realli bad..i puked out wad i ate..arhh.....tts bad....
i dunno..i juz ran to da toilet after eatin...i dun wanna be bulemic again......
i was when i was in sec 1 coz i was overweight...slightli la..
but..there was a peroid of time where i juz puked everythin i ate...
pretty bad....
i hope i wont end up like tt again....but i'm desprate to looseeee weight...
i'm 41++..42 kg??..i tink its up now to 43.....noooooooooooooo............
cannot..I'M NOT EATIN!!!!!!!!!!........

|fEeLiN fAT|

-fAt gUrL-




left her thoughts ♥ 9:29:00 PM

♥ ♥
oo...the most suprisin thing juz happened...
my ex piano teacher called mi up....
she gave up teachin mi coz i hated practicin the piano..oOpSSs.
yea..tt was me..i hated piano examz..
i hated theory..n i nv did my hmwrk nor did i practice da piano.....
she was a good teacher..a well known pianist too..
but...becoz of my pure laziness..she gave up..heee....
she asked if we'd meet up soon n haf a drink or two.
how sweet of her...
we talked quite abit...
its been like....5 plus 6 yrs since i last saw her n talked to her...
aniwae....i stopped piano playin completeli..
my piano's like a white elephant now...
loads of dust on it.......k..maybe i did play..once or twice...
now i'm stuck at Grade 7.unwilling to continue....
parents been screamin at me always coz i dun even wanna lay a finger on it..
oh well....let it be..it cant be a white elephant aniwae.... wanna noe y??
1) it's a piano..not an elephant..*boohhooo*
2) it's black not white.....*dAHhhh??*
CoNcLusIoN...My pIano cAn Nv bE A WhITe eLepHaNt....
oh my.........tt's sooo lame..hahahah.........




left her thoughts ♥ 4:11:00 PM

♥ ♥
oh my..
wad a slacker i've been
realli a bad gurl..
lazy to study n all...
been facin the comp since 12..
helped *MaRtInA* with her template..
hers was realli wrong..position n stuff.
took mi 1/2 hr to get them all figured out..
eyes hurtin now..i'm realli bored..
but i'm lazy to step out of da house..
i'm alone again.tt makes mi even more restless.
stony an all i am.
cant even sit still at my study table.
guess i realli need to study.
or else it'll be too late...

|rUnS AwAY|

-rUn AwAy GuRl-




left her thoughts ♥ 3:07:00 PM

♥ ♥
woke up at 6.45am....do not haf the slightest idea why i woke up so earli....but aniwae.i visited the loo & went back to my room hopin to fall aslp again..but i felt realli giddy...aniwae.i did in the end n woke up 3 hours later...mama went to the market n came back with my brkfst...*yUmMY*...i'm growin sideways day by day..oh noooo....well.... watched -SPONGE BOB SQUARE PANTS-.ARHHhhhhh....i miss sponge bob.......he's soooooooooo cuteeeee..*sCrEAMZ*.....felt realli contented after watchin it..haha...went back to my room n studied chinese..oooo....less den 2 mths left....arhhhhh..................man..now i feel like slackin.....*gRaONZ*

|wOrRiED|

-FeElIn WeIrD-




left her thoughts ♥ 11:24:00 AM

♥ Saturday, April 10 ♥
parents juz left the house..they went to granny's house..& i'm left alone at home.haha...actualli..i'm too lazy to go...hafnt been goin to grannie's fer like...a yr plus???...aniwae..*aj* came over after her work...she's workin at J8...which is a bus stop away frm home...haha...aniwae..she was sooo shagged that she fell asleep..man..seein her slp makes mi wanna slp too...but..i did my acc hmwk.den my mama fetched mi n *aj* to J8 to buy my layout pad fer art n acc tys...while we were shoppin n playin in the arcade..my mama was swimmin...she fetched us home after her swim..n well....dearest miss piggy went to slp after pastin SOME of my art pieces..haha....den she left at 6.30...she's comin back later.i guess...tts wad she said...man.i feel like nappin now..haha.....another piggy in the makin....*gRiNZ*


|SLeEpY bUt i StIlL mIsS u|

-lItTlE ZoMbIe-




left her thoughts ♥ 7:28:00 PM

♥ ♥
went monks last nite.wasnt in the mood to go.but i promised *cass* to go..so..if i did not go..she'd ignore me...well...went there myself....but *jOvaN* fetched mi to monks...how sweet of her..but i had a little shock thou..i did look sad...coz of wad happened the day before..so she asked mi wad had happened out of concern ...i roughly told her..she turned to mi n said.."dUn WoRrY...u haf Mi......i Can Be uR sTeaD!!!"......i was like.."arh?????"....but i didnt take it seriousli...n her face fell...she continued by sayin.."nVm..i will wait fer u..i've been liking u for a long time already......."....i juz stared at her n smiled....but told her..i dun wanna get attached again......to sum1 else....oh well.....i continued to walk la....all the way from city hall mrt to monks...met *cass*,*winnie*,*elaine*,*fel*......yep....*aj* came shorti after..i didnt realli wanna talk to her....or rather....didnt realli wanna see her thou...coz..i wld not noe wad to say to her..so..i juz looked at her n walked away...i realli din noe wad to do....well..in the end....she talked to mi..told me tt she was sorry fer the things she said the nite before....n...when i looked at her,i juz cldnt bring myself to say "no" to her....so..i guess we're back together??....she asked mi this question."do u want to be with mi".....i didnt ans..i wonder when i will......YeAH!!..havin acc tuition later..hee.well.after monks..*aj* came home with me..slpt till 6am...told her to go home coz she had to work at 8am.....yep

|StOnY|

-iN A WoRlD oF hEr oWn-




left her thoughts ♥ 9:59:00 AM

♥ Friday, April 9 ♥
din realli slp well last nite.....aniwae...i'm gonna be carefree now......if things r meant to be like this...it may be fer good...or it maybe fer bad.....we might work things out.....we might not.maybe i shall take this opportunity to concentrate on wad i'm doin...i dunno..i guess i'm a bad gf..i'm nv good aniwae........its always like this..wad more can i say???...it may be disappointing.but hey...things always turn out this way for mi....i guess it wldnt be so bad????.......=)..in case u muz be wonderin wad the hell i'm talkin bout...me n *aj* cooled off.....=)...i guess..its pretty expected??..am i wrong to say tt??..aniwae...i dun wanna say.."WHoAAAAAA i cried like mad...i wanna die....my heart's broken..blah blah blah"........nah....so exaggeratin.....dun wanna be a drama mama......so........i shall make myself be happy.......

In This Life

For all I've been blessed with in this life,
There was an emptyness in me,
I was imprisoned by the power of gold,
With one honest touch you set me free.

Chorus
Let the world stop turning,
Let the sun stop burning,
Let them tell you love's not worth going through,
If it all falls apart,
I will know deep in my heart,
The only dream that mattered had come true,
In this life, I was loved by you

For every mountain I have climbed,
And every raging river crossed,
You were the treasure longed to find,
Without your love I would be lost.

Let the world stop turning,
Let the sun stop burning,
Let them tell you love's not worth going through,
If it all falls apart,
I will know deep in my heart,
The only dream that mattered had come true,
In this life, I was loved by you.

In this life I was loved by you.





|LyiN|

-pretty upset-




left her thoughts ♥ 9:19:00 AM

♥ Thursday, April 8 ♥
hmm....its gonna be 12 soon...cant slp.juz came back frm a visit to the restroom..havin stomach pain..aniwae.attended a musical by the Church Of The Savouir.n the musical's called -Godspell The Musical-..i tink its a nice musical...the modern way of presentin the 'Last Supper' With God....i teared a little coz while watchin..i recalled watchin -Passion Of The Christ-..felt really touched by God...after tt..mi n *elisa* went home..we waited at the bus stop fer like 45 min..but cld not board the bus coz..practicalli half the sch was at the bus stop...coz the whole sch went to watch the musical....aniwae...both of us ended up walkin to the Mrt station..far far away...was a 1 hour plus journey home fer us....=)....

|hApPy N sAtIsfIeD n tOucHeD bY gOd|

-SmIlIeY gAl-




left her thoughts ♥ 11:55:00 PM

♥ Tuesday, April 6 ♥
k..i'm home again...had emergency exercise.err....it was rather dumb..we had to stimulate n pretend tt there was a fire or an explosion n evacuate the sch asap...so....wad happed today was...there was an explosion in the F&N kitchen...coz the oven was overheated or sum crap la...n that caused the explosion...well...sum students had to role play..so they became victims or students who were trumatised..hahah...realli weird..spent like 2 hours on tt...after that..we went home...quite a funny day thou.....

|jUmpIn hApPiLy|

-HapPy gAl-




left her thoughts ♥ 4:33:00 PM

♥ ♥
ok.in sch now.havin recess.after dis..havin another 2 periods free.well sch ends at 1.30pm today..gonna haf emergency exercise so we'll be dismissed early...not in the right mood now...was slpin soundli last nite when i received a phone call askin mi if aj was in my house and if she was...she'd better go home str away...aniwae...she wasnt with me...oh well.my slp was disrupted..i had to call every1 who cld be with her...but they were all home.so...cldnt get her....aniwae.she got home like 2 plus??..she called mi.wasnt in the mood to talk to her.was tired.half asleep.wad do u expect??

|gRuMpY|

-StOnY n bOrEd-




left her thoughts ♥ 10:31:00 AM

♥ Monday, April 5 ♥
alrite.today was a pretty borin n rather a no-life day.sat in class n stoned..but...during english,mdm su let us watch a rather meaninful,based on a true story movie,-The Diary of Anne Frank-.well.i've watched it before on tv.but no harm watchin another time rite??..watchin it again made me tink bout the pain tt the jews went thru.the story was pretty touchin.
Its about the real life story of a jewish gal,Anne,how she longed to be a grown up teenager.but as she reached the point of time when she had already became a teenager..she realised that she had to let go of her childhood life.but soon after..she n her family were sent to concentration camps.

It was a period of the Hitler rule where All Jews were dispised n discriminated.It was Hitler's plan to get rid all of the Jews fer the happiness of the german ppl. well.i feel that Hitler was an inscrutable man..no one knew wad he was tinkin.he actualli sent all the Jews into concentration camps.young n old.upon seein the way they were treated-like animals..my heart reached out to them.Hitler,a self centred man caused many deaths n sufferings to his own advantage.i guess it was all plain insanity.but the irreparable destruction he had caused left many of us loathing him.even after so many of the jews died,the remaindin jews continued to be languised in the concentration camps.
But a grave mistake he made,n he had to surrender.there few few survivours.Even thou it was all over,it was still a time for mourning n lamentation...........
His actions were realli loathsome...............
well....i guess many ppl hated Hilter n they still do...justice had been done.peace has been restored....i reali do hope the jews r happier now.......

|fEeLiN SoRrY|




left her thoughts ♥ 6:29:00 PM

♥ Sunday, April 4 ♥
FoR bABy : tHiS's fEr u...tHoU i mAy nOt sEe u mOsT oF tHe tIme..uR iN mY heArT EvEy mOmeNt oF mY liFe..i lOvE u....

With You All The Time

I live beneath the heart,
I watch you from the dark,
I'm every breath,
I'm every dream,
I've known you forever,
I've followed you everywhere,
I'm every scar,
I'm who you are,

When you think your alone,
when you cried 'cause the world's unfair,
You can rest assure, I'm always there.

Chorus
Even when you feel like you don't belong,
Even when you fall and it all goes wrong,
Know that i'm with you, i'm with you all the time.
Say a little prayer for the restless heart,
we shall never ever drift apart,
know that i'm with you,
know that i'm with you,
I'm with u all the time.

I walk ur every road,
I'm laughing when you smile,
And when you cry, I cry to,
I made you a promise, that I shall forever keep,
Your on your own, but not alone,

When you're down when your out
When the world tells you that no-one cares
You can rest assure, I'm always there.

Chorus

Save a little love for me and you'll see
Save a little love for me and you'll see
Save a little love for me and you'll see
And you'll see


|LoVe SiCk|
-=a GuRl iN lOvE=-




left her thoughts ♥ 1:14:00 PM

♥ ♥
P.I.M.P


[chorus:]
I don't know what you heard about me
But a bitch can't get a dollar out of me
No Cadillac, no perms, you can't see
That I'm a motherfucking P-I-M-P
[repeat]

Now shorty, she in the club, she dancing for dollars
She got a thing for that Gucci, that Fendi, that Prada
That BCBG, Burberry, Dolce and Gabana
She feed them foolish fantasies, they pay her cause they wanna
I spit a little G man, and my game got her
A hour later, have that ass up in the Ramada
Them trick niggas in her ear saying they think about her
I got the bitch by the bar trying to get a drink up out her
She like my style, she like my smile, she like the way I talk
She from the country, think she like me cause I'm from New York
I ain't that nigga trying to holla cause I want some head
I'm that nigga trying to holla cause I want some bread
I could care less how she perform when she in the bed
Bitch hit that track, catch a date, and come and pay the kid
Look baby this is simple, you can't see
You fucking with me, you fucking with a P-I-M-P

[chorus]

I'm bout my money you see, girl you can holla at me
If you fucking with me, I'm a P-I-M-P
Not what you see on TV, no Cadillac, no greasy
Head full of hair, bitch I'm a P-I-M-P
Come get money with me, if you curious to see
how it feels to be with a P-I-M-P
Roll in the Benz with me, you could watch TV
From the backseat of my V, I'm a P-I-M-P
Girl we could pop some champagne and we could have a ball
We could toast to the good life, girl we could have it all
We could really splurge girl, and tear up the mall
If ever you needed someone, I'm the one you should call
I'll be there to pick you up, if ever you should fall
If you got problems, I can solve'em, they big or they small
That other nigga you be with ain't bout shit
I'm your friend, your father, and confidant, bitch

[chorus]

I told you fools before, I stay with the tools
I keep a Benz, some rims, and some jewels
I holla at a hoe til I got a bitch confused
She got on Payless, me I got on gator shoes
I'm shopping for chinchillas, in the summer they cheaper
Man this hoe you can have her, when I'm done I ain't gon keep her
Man, bitches come and go, every nigga pimpin know
You saying it's secret, but you ain't gotta keep it on the low
Bitch choose with me, I'll have you stripping in the street
Put my other hoes down, you get your ass beat
Now Nik my bottom bitch, she always come up with my bread
The last nigga she was with put stitches in her head
Get your hoe out of pocket, I'll put a charge on a bitch
Cause I need 4 TVs and AMGs for the six
Hoe make a pimp rich, I ain't paying bitch
Catch a date, suck a dick, shit, trick

[chorus]

Yeah, in Hollywoood they say there's no b'ness like show b'ness
In the hood they say, there's no b'ness like hoe b'ness ya know
They say I talk a lil fast, but if you listen a lil faster
I ain't got to slow down for you to catch up, bitch
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|bAd MoOd|
-EAt sLuGz-




left her thoughts ♥ 11:10:00 AM

♥ Saturday, April 3 ♥
ok.had cross country yest....realli tired..but went to monks coz i told *aj* i was goin....sum1 i did not expect to see was there..n her gf was starin at mi.....oh.wadeva..aniwae...when i reached monks..there was sum "fightin" or rather quarrellin goin on...few ppl cried..so sad..i hate to see friends cry...not a pretty sight.but things were kinda settled..no one was hurt.thank God.after monks...*aj* came over my house...we were realli exhausted...so we fell asleep...had a hard time wakin her up....
today's a FuCkEd uP day.....i realli mean FUCKED UP..woke up at 9am..had flagday at Otram Park.but mi *cara*,*merser*,*charity* n *martina* went town instead....n *cara*,*merser* n mi went to catch -My GiRl- n we were late to report.when i stepped out of Otram Park Mrt...i heard my dad screamed over HIS HP.."I AM HER FATHER!!!"..FUCK SIA...WHO IS HE MAN.....on the phone was *aj*...wad did she do??..i was onli 10 mins late wad..BIG FUCK sia....PLease..I nv shout at his friends like tt right??...when i got on the car..he scolded me.....COCK SUCKER....dun TALK ROTT ok.....U SCREAMED AT MY FRIEND..BLAMED MI???.....PLEASE.....USE UR PIG'S BRAIN before OPENIN UR FILTHY MOUTH OK??.....FUCK....n he talked summore COCK to my MAMA..n made her call n SCREAM...HEY....i diverted my calls to her hp....wad the FUCK is WRONG....u nv listened to both sides of the WHOLE STORY n u JUMP INTO CONCLUSION....U HAF MORE BRAINS DEN THAT RIGHT????.....I'M MOTHER FUCKIN PISSED OK????...I SCREAMED THE HEL OUT OF MY PARENTS...WAS SO PISSED TT I WANTED TO SLAP MY MUM...PUNCH MY DAD...i nv got along with my dad aniwae....should be thankful that we nv quarrel as much as we did last time....FUCK lA.......

|FURIOUS|
-sUcK ShIT-




left her thoughts ♥ 8:06:00 PM

♥ Thursday, April 1 ♥
alrite....i DID somethin pretty FRUITFUL the last 2 hours....i CLEANED UP MY ROOM!!!....unBeLievAblE!!!!!....now my room....looks so bare(imagine wad state my room was in before i cleaned up)...it used to haf books strewn all over the floor & u hafta jump across the books to get to the other side of da room..hee...*bLuShES*..but now..u can juz walk across...HEE..i'm sooo proud of myself....haha...after much Screamin n naggin frm my parents...i FINALLY CLEANED IT UP!!!!.....whoaaa...haha...gonna study later...hee.in my CleAn ROOM!!..YAY!!!....heee...feelin sooooo satisfied.hee...gonna show my mama when she gets home...my dad got a shock today..haha....when he came in..he juz stared n said,"whoaaa...since when did u become so guai as to clean up ur room???n he laughed"...alrite....Messy cheryl has finally became neat cheryl..haha....amazin....BUT....let's see...few wks later..i'll bet it'll be messy again..haha....

|hApPy N cOntenTeD|
-sAtIsFiEd gAL-




left her thoughts ♥ 7:25:00 PM

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juz had tuition.drank coffee to keep mi awake..*wHeW*...at last..its over..so bored..got back my Bio paper today...got an A2....NOOOOOooo...ITS an A1....eh..but...i din study..*(-_-)*...as in...onli flipped thru the pages..glance thru once.cldnt study coz *aj* was in my house n we were playin.....aniwae..i got an A2 coz i passed up my bio tys late..t'cher minus 1 mark from my total marks..damn mi...forgetful cheryl..arhh......ARHhhh..I WAN MY A1!!!!!!...*sObZ*..oh well....nvm...gonna haf an a/c test on Incomplete records on mon...gotta get an A1..MUZ...or else i'll be so disappointed...arhh...tomolo's my X country...can i not go???..i'm TOO LAZY to RUN(tts y i'm so fat)..i wanna slp late n slack at home....arh..maybe nxt time den.aniwae..after that..*aj*,*merser*,*cara*,*jeanette* might be comin over to play mahjong or watch -Passion Of The Christ-..but i dun tink i wanna watch it..wanna safe it fer the REAL movie..not watchin it on VCD..the stupid low quality movie..can see practically nothin...except sumtimes..i can see ppl leavin their seats..so irritatin...oh well..wadeva..who cares..as long as i'm able to catch the movie on screen..i'll b very contented...but i guess i cant go out.not now..need to stay home n study...*gRoanZ*.my lazybone's tellin mi not to do anithin..arh....body disorder..haha....k la..i'm gonna bathe now...i'm stinkin da whole house...*eViL lAuGhtER*...but no one's home....so who's gonna care??...NO ONE!!!!...*mWaHAHAhAH*...tataz fer now.

|sLaCkEr MoOd|




left her thoughts ♥ 6:15:00 PM

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k..*aj* came over yest fer a short while...she waited outside sch fer mi...went bishan arcade,spent like $30 plus there...had fun.after tt,she went *jae's* house to collect her inhaler..stayed at her house fer her short while..i was home watchin -Passion Of The Christ-.mama said she wld buy tix fer mi n *aj* n we can all go together....=)..she came over to my house at bout 11 plus...den we slpt...woke her up at 2am n asked her to go home..well.tts it..nothin much...tired...

|sToNiN|

-sTaRiN iNtO sPaCe-




left her thoughts ♥ 11:39:00 AM